happy happy

i was so happy that i cant help but to 'type'

(i really wanna use 'write' here..it give more feeling =P)

it seriously is something stupid..

my bro,risk has been away for 3 days..

but its holiday now so i feel lonely..

only 3 days yet i miss him a lot..

i dont know what went wrong with my head..

anyway..he just got home this morning..

i cant really say it to him that i miss him straight to the face

he'll mocking me non stop..

so i just sit next to him and watch the tv 

but it feel awkward as i dont know what to say to him 

so i went to my room

later he came..

saying he want to see what i was up to

"comic online.."

he wanna read it with me

i made a face at him 

like 'dont you have something else to do'

and i told him to get out

he's saying something like 

"im the eldest bro and you the eldest sis,so we should be close with each other" crap

and i was like..what's wrong with you??

but i think he feel it too..the awkward feeling.. *evil laugh*

he didnt wanna get out and start acting stupid..

"get out already.."

i pull his hair and we start tackling on my bed

(no stupid image ok!!!)

i kick his stomach with my knee and we keep struggling with each other 

man,his grip..its been long since he grip me that i forgot

it really hurt..talk about man strenght..duh =_="

i was about to bite his finger when i cant stand the pain

then he lose his grip

of course i was going to bite really hard him if he didnt lose his grip

kick him by knee again but he made soo much noise that my granma told me to lower my voice

"bukan saya lah..risk!!"

then he shut big mouth of his..

later,i saw an opening,kick him hard till off bed and told him off

he's saying stupid stuff with a fake sad face

and run away with a wick grin..i manage to smack him at back though

n thats what make me really happy..

wrestling with my bro..

told u its a stupid reason,that it is LOL XD

 

its been long since i did that

wrestling with my brother

(its a way of showing your love they say)

but he actually let me win on purpose right?

he usually did that =)

i love risk..sometimes =P

he's da least person i feel awkward with in my family 

that make me can tell him almost everything

and he notice it too

maybe thats why he spoil me too much sometimes

he once told me that mum told him to take a good care of me 

as he's da only person i open up with in our family

that time mum caught us talking by phone very late at night

i was telling him my worries..

(its rude to call someone at night if you're not close with that person!

and my mum dont like it most..me too i guess) 

he sometimes is rude and very ego

and he's an annoying brother for being over protective

but that side of him also make me feel warm

(the kind of feeling hafiz give me when i was near to him

though sometimes he make me feel like im going to have stomachache 0_o

weird feeling XD)

risk,he always act tough in front on us,family..

sometime i told him that he should take a break now and then

ps: i think risk has a split personality..at a time he's very kind with me n at a time he act like he hate me..risk can be a jerk..but i still love him nevertheless XD 

ps2: i wonder what is hafiz doing now n i wanna noe about that girl he like..n jie..i wanna talk 2 her but didnt noe how to..n there's zyda..asking for a date..

ps3: i was so happy that i laugh like i never laugh in a long time (3 days is long you know XD) oh,n i feel like flying..da same feeling also with hafiz..does boy owayz send girl flying??never feel that way with my other fren though..o well..