(which took place not less than 2 weeks ago..LOL XD)
hello..
didnt i tell u i have an account in live journal?
so why am i still here?
well,this is a plcae for posting my opinion of certain days
so that i dont forget
and also a place where to express my feeling without really getting caught in embarrassment
and a place where i bicker with myself without getting annoy
that someone will call me crazy..
yep,that just sound about right.
then..
about this Graduation Day.
we will start about a few days or maybe more days behind..
went to hks to duplicate keys
(the keys has been with me nearly 3 weeks and i kept forgetting >_<)
then found nobita there
we chat 4 a while..
notice here, nobita is a she and we rarely spoke
and it occur me
"em,ko tau pape ttg convo x?"
i was so shock to learn that
that is the last day to submit my letter to get my cert laminated
not that it is a must to laminate your cert
and they ask for aditional money
but it is less trouble if we just give them the letter and make them do it
just to make sure the cert is better with
i bid nobita good bye and went to duplicate my keys
which cost me nearly rm30
man,and thanks God i have that much money in my pocket that time
i never know it will be that much
(i actually just got back from shopping when i went there n of course i ripe off myself =P)
then i hurried home,
finish the letter and hurried back to campus
which is a bit far as it is near to hks
u can say i waste nearly (or maybe more than) an hour only driving
go and back from hks
when i got to the campus
i was barely on time
(but still on time mind u..LOL XD)
and to my disappoint the guy at the counter told me
"today's last day? tak perasan pulak"
urg..i was running (well,not really running) like hell
and he didnt really know that the letter need to be submit that day!
means to say,it only on the paper,you can submit it whenever u want a week before graduation
and i miss that
they really have hidden message somewhere and i was trick!
oh well..at least i can relax that its over for that part
on 29 sept
(woah..my birthday on 18 sept!! oh well T_T)
i was calling my friends here and there to know their current location as we have rehearsal the next day
found out that jessen was on interview (waiting for interview)
i was like "omg..u have interview today??"
before the very convocation
how cool is that?
(i have a tendency to not remember myself already have a job =P)
went lunch with paskal and shana..
and oh,i meet zain
not really, he found me,
at my usual place, the LIBRARY!! \(^o^)/
(the closeness of me and the library x)
that night,me and mum pick up sis dira from airport
and she stayed at our house in my sis bedroom
(well,have u see my bedroom,how small it is?? >_<)
sis not home and that room is usually use as a guest room
30 sept
already told mizuki to call my house when she arrive
dear me, i wouldn't even woke up if she call my cell
and i did off my phone when i'm going to sleep
i schedule it to be off =P
went to pick up mizuki..
didnt bother to wake up dira as she must be tired
and it was very early!
(maybe not really early..it's already dawn..DAWN!!)
dira got a roomate
(i especially told her,she will expect to get a roommate that day =))
breakfast
(mizuki was force by grandma =P)
getting ready and went to campus
omg..i remember how heavy the traffic was that day
a journey that should only take 30min was nearly an hour
the got flight for hajj
oh,my nearly everyday road to campus is using the very same way to the airport
the rehearsal was a laughing
its not really a rehearsal according to mum (later at home)
but im too nervous to laugh or even thinking at that time
i was trying my best to remember everything when zain sms said he wanna meet me at the back
i was like can-you-find-some-other-time-please
then i left bell (with her omg ipad), dira and mizuki went to meet zain
i dont remember what help he need me
talk bout our friend, waheeda whom has her birthday that day
talk bout ley, my dear fake cousin at practical
and i was like relief-he-was-over-and-gone so i can focus on the rehearsal
but not even minutes later,he came back
waheeda call him that morning but he didnt pick up the phone as he was sleeping
and when he try to call her back that very time he just left me
she reject him
and later he got that msg "dont call!" and not later "dont msg!" LOL XD
after that rehearsal-that-not-really-rehearsal-more-like-a-mini-class
we need to pay for graduation photo
and such bu the line is so very long thus i told my friends g2p
and went back to the hall and get into the line for rehearsal
the line was not compulsory thus not many people in line
(and it include my friends here..but im too nervous without a rehearsal)
my rehearsal was not very much to my liking
i was shaking and clumsy and the staff got nervous because of me
they told me to relax and take a deep breath
went to the wc as i told them so
back to the boring line and we meet others (my classmates)
ley told me that he was otw to campus
i was like omg
but oh well,he already graduate once so maybe it isnt a big deal for him
meet shana, and ordering for flowers and such
as dira and mizuki want for their robes
meet them there and separated again
1 oct
i was so nervous that i dont think i sleep well that night
that morning i post it in fb that i'll be graduate that day
actually i want to call them or msg everyone
but i found that would be disturbing for me
as i'll be more nervous..
then with a greater effort i send hafiz a msg via fb
yeah,kinna stupid i know
but what shock me most is he call me not long after that
it was unexpected!
i expect him to read that msg maybe later that day if not the days after
and he would congrate me there if not ignore it
thus i was like omg-omg-omg XD
i was having my breakfast at that time and my cell was in front of the com
with my bro was about to picking up the phone
i mean..yeah, i already change his name which is a very thanks God
or else i wouldn't know how to explain it
well,he didnt say anything much,just congrate me
and said he got co something
well,first year..
though i dont know if it was real or not
but i was flying later XD
my first graduation present =)
we went to campus at noon
and bought mizuki some keropok for her family
it was so busy
and we were really thankful that our session was at noon
family didnt get sorted so the have much time
but we as in me,mizuki and dira need to be sorted first
thus we need to be not less than hour earlier
i hurriedly to the expo to pay the flowers
and hurriedly to outside the hall and try to find others
it was freaking hot and apart from ourself
everyone is no where to be found until later
sorted, took pictures and pictures and catching up
and there my dear cousin!
with his fiance..
as his fiance went to find her gang,
we catching up with each other
he got a part time job with his fiance (figures XD)
then there she was, elli
astonishingly late as always
she said its too hot to be early under the sun
that's her alright..
and im so glad she haven't change
its not everyday you got an interesting friend like elli
(love you yuki! xx)
then enter the hall
i dont even know where my family were at that time >_<
smile so big that the nervous hit me..
please not nausea i prayed XD
my little bro, corry told me that he saw me siling so very widely at the cam but i dont even notice it
my time on the telly and i dont notice!
well,i must be genuine then =D
the talks and such
and before long our ceremony that i waiting so-not-very-long or i thought so
but actually hours after we enter the hall..
the photography staff told us this and that and i try to remember it all to get the best picture
this is my grand day, of course i want to look my best
but then it happen..
(im still smiling broadly here at this time with my stomach doing the flip flop ^///^)
the dean greet me
well he knows me of course im so very popular with something i dont want to remember
and we talk in a hush voice until it was my turn
and i forgot everything (except still smiling broadly!! 0_o)
i was very happy and relieve at that moment when i got my degree
i dont even remember to look at the camera
dont even realize they waving or something
(and yes still smiling)
but thanks god i still remember how to thanks
and walking down the aisle (aisle??)
i was proud and relief and everything
all my 3 years sweat and tears and laugh.. =)
and when its end,we (as in my class) got a few pic
we actually asked the uni photographer if he can took our pic
as we were so bold,
yes!!
weet2 \(^o^)/ so very happy
then it start going bad
we should be together to get class pictures by our very own photographer, mr yuz
he's a staff actually but we (as in my class) get together so well since our first year
(and sometimes it as if we were in the same class =))
but some are missing and we got tired of waiting and hungry and hot and sweating and its drizzling
then i call shana using jessen cell and ask where she was
and she's at hostel that is far by foot
and she got all my flowers with her
and i dont have my phone with me as they (as in staff) told us not to bring the cell
as i was so irritates
and i walk as fast as i could to hostel after told my friends so
got so much irritates again as shana told me that she paid the florist again
then thanks her for the trouble
as she did picked up all the flower and paid it all
as she dont know i already paid it (though i make a note to the florist to tell her i already paid!)
and its not her fault its raining
its all fate
and i ran to the hall and then its start raining
i was looking for mum at the stage as we promise to meet there (and i was waiting in the rain)
and i got tired and i look like crazy and its my convocation day for God sake!!
i got so depress and i went looking for dira and mizuki
found mizuki
oh god,it was horrible,the rain was like cat and dog
and i feel like i was being trick and hell
everything seems very3 horrible and depressing
but i dont want to let myself down
its my day!
found my family at the library's cafe
wait for the rain to slow down with mizuki and her friends
gave mizuki her flower
bla bla bla
its HORRIBLE!!
then the rain start to slow down
i feel like the world was laughing at me
i told myself that i dont hold anything against mother earth and its all fate and everything
my cell ran out of credit
i got more missed call than i remember
from my juniors and all
geh!! its disturbing!!
went to the library as ley call me and ask where the hall i am
went there, found dira and mr yc and jy
took some pics, congrats everyone
and went to the hall to find ley but he's not there
call him using haqim's phone
he's bout to leave
"no!! bring your a** here right now!!"
i didnt say it actually,it was my head screaming -_-|||
he was with her fiance family actually
i feel like crying then i told him i want to meet him if this was the last time we saw each other and i got his flower with me
i dont now what he told his fiance but he was there later
i gave him his flower
i seriously feel like crying then
as i know, after that day, we wont see each other and we will really be adults
no more playing and such
next thing i know, zain was there and i gave him his flower
(yeah, i got the money so i can giive whoever i want!)
actually the flower is for mr wong (or miss wong but she didnt attend)
but mr yc told me that he already went home
(i want to give the flower to both mr yc and miss choo (jy) but i only had 2 in my hand at that time and 1 of them is for ley so i didnt gave them any..i still feel sad T_T)
dira,zain,ley and me took pics
as we were at together at the practical
and i miss my two other friends, waheeda and atiqah at that time
as we 6 is always in group
(a big group to move together, yes =))
took someother pics with others and ley told he cant be long
we bid each other farewell and good luck..
(miss him already..i never get this close to a guy in this short time before..well,the fact that i thought of him as my cousin did help us getting close >_<)
topa took our family graduation picture
took some other pics and we off home
topup my cell that night and apology my junior as i cant call them back
she said sorry too and told me to take my flower from someone
she said sorry as she couldnt give it to me earlier..
she really understand my feeling
i only got a flower from shana for the graduation
my mum said sorry that she didnt get me anything
i said its ok
(as i know she ALWAYS give me money later for compensation >_<")
2 oct
the flower was huge!!
with a little bear in between
i really love it!!
send dira to the airport
then went to hostel and had breakfast with mizuki
then send her to bus terminal
then meet jessen
gave him flower, congrats each other and took some pics
went shopping by myself at the convo stall
with the money that i ALWAYS know my mum would give me (compensation money)
and of course i waste it all for more dresses
went to hostel again,
talking to shana and such
that night got family photo at home
3 oct
returning everyone's (me,dira,mizuki and jessen) robe and took their degree cert
grab the graduation pics
~fin~
ps: so much for a graduation day..but my junior,dayah really make my graduation day a bliss with her flower. i love her more and more XOX
ps2: already post their degree and photo's now
