at last.. it end.. for today (MAY)

to say im a M,

i would be offend,

as

i hate pain i hate pain i hate pain.. 

this is the real truth, who doesnt hate pain, 

well, unless ur a M of course

(no offense if u r.. =_=")

well, im not a normal healthy person 

as most normal people are..

im the person who got sick almost all year around

for differents reasons each time

(co0L.. not!!)

but..

i like this kind of feeling..

when we're sick,

most of the time, we'll be thinking of HIM

HIS forgiveness, HIS mercy, HIS love

so i cant help but thinking

i dont mind getting sick that much..

if that makes me closer to HIM..

those pains remind me,

im alive..

and HE's always there..

ps: i dont sound like a big M right? but.. the characteristics..
dear Lord.. x_x